
Author • Pastor • Speaker
In Spite
of Me
by Pastor Eldred Sawyer
“It’s about time this story was told! The Eldred Sawyer story is a miracle narrative.”
— Robert Summers, Pastor of Prayer Mountain, Dallas
Nearly 40 Years
A Life Poured Out for the Least, the Lost, and the Lonely
Co-Founder of CareCenter Ministries, Dallas — serving hundreds annually since 1986.

In Spite of Me
by Eldred Sawyer
The Book
A Memoir of Grace, Surrender, and Redemption
This is not simply a memoir of accomplishments, but a story of surrendered will, relentless faith, and the power of the gospel to redeem even what was misused and broken.
It’s about honoring those who’ve poured into you, serving those you’re called to, and trusting fully the One who made it all possible. If you’ve ever felt unworthy, overwhelmed, or uncertain how you ended up where you are — this book is for you.
Bring Eldred to Your Church or Event
Pastor Sawyer brings decades of pastoral experience, raw honesty, and gospel-centered conviction to every stage — from Sunday services and revivals to men’s events and leadership gatherings.
Churches & Conferences
Sunday services, revivals, multi-day conferences, and special events
Men’s Events
Retreats, breakfasts, discipleship gatherings, and recovery ministries
Leadership Gatherings
Pastor networks, urban ministry training, nonprofit leadership
About Eldred
Co-Founder.
Pastor. Author.
Eldred Sawyer grew up in Pleasant Grove, Dallas — where he witnessed firsthand poverty, addiction, and fatherlessness. In 1986 he co-founded CareCenter Ministries in East Dallas during the crack epidemic.
Today the ministry reaches thousands annually across the Nation — recovery homes, food pantry, church planting, a Christian school, and missionary training.
“At CareCenter Ministries, we believe that no one is beyond redemption. We have seen lives transformed, families restored, and hope reignited in places where it once seemed lost.”
— Pastor Eldred Sawyer
Lives Changed. Stories Told.
“Eldred Sawyer’s story of redemption is a riveting miracle of grace. Not only was his rapid downward spiral stopped, his life was dramatically reversed. Since his encounter with Jesus Christ, Pastor Sawyer has lifted countless other lives through the power of the gospel. This message of hope will thrill your heart. Also, you will be challenged to be used by God to lift others.”
– David Shibley, Founder, Global Advance
“In Spite of Me is the captivating life story of my dear friend, Eldred Sawyer. I wept, laughed and worshipped as I quickly turned the pages, riveted to the ancient and yet ever new testimony of the power of God’s amazing grace. I encourage you to read this book and pass it on to others.”
-Scott Camp – President, Valor Christian College (Columbus, OH)
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It’s proof that in spite of us, God can still do something more than we ever dreamed.